Dear

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Hi my dear, its me~ 
 
There are so much thing that i want to tell you, firstly  
Wish you can stay pretty, caring, cheerful, dumb (in a really cute way) and most importantly healthy always. 
Yes guys, look at her, isn't she just lovely?
She is one of my most important person in my life...
I can't imagine life without her.
She is one of my best girlfriends who never fail to love me, never fail to care for me, never fail to be there for me whenever i need her. 

I think the only regret i have with her was that, i didn't get closer with her when we were in Primary school, we only got closer when we were in Secondary 1, where fate brought us together into the same school and same class. We got close and from then, she became my "Dear".
She is one of the girlfriends who i can talk about anything and everything with, she knows probably almost all of my secrets. She is also the girlfriend who i can be comfortable with, whenever i'm with her, i will be like "Hey i don't need my phone anymore".  I could spend 1 whole day with her without feeling bored. Because we would always have fun in our own way.

We are so bimbotic when we are together, sometimes it's embarrassing to walk with her (HAHAHA IM KIDDING), but i just couldn't bring myself to let go of her hand whenever i walk with her. She is also the only girl who is willing to do stupid stuff with me without being afraid of getting judge. 

Look at how stupid we look.. She is the only person who will do this with me <3 

I know you are having a rather hard time now my dear,
i know your feeling since i have went through, em,, or should i say we are together going through the same phase of life now?
I just want to say that maybe fate brought us together again to go through the same path together so that we can both support each other and god is giving us a chance to seek for the better. 
It is all for the good dear, let's not only look at the negative side? 

I'm proud of you dear, because regardless of the shits you are going through, you never fail to look into my eyes and give me your genuine smile and assure me that you are okay. Even when you have tears in your eyes you still smile at me (trust me it hurts when i see you like that.. Still i love you for keeping your smile regardless of the pain)
I'm glad i'm always the first you came to whenever you have anything be it happy or sorrow. Being your dear, i feel really touched because in this way i know that i'm important in your life and you trust me as much as i trust you. Because whatever i'm going through in my life i would tell you and seek for your comfort and advice. Being your dear, i don't even mind going through any hardship that you are going through because i know as long as i'm with you everything will be okay. I can count on you, and you can count on me. 

Now we are both going through the same stage of life, but
at least we know we have each other now, so if you anything you want to share, please tell me dear, i would always be there for you. Even if i'm in Indonesia, if you urgently need me, i would find a way to come back for you. I promise.
I don't know about you but nowadays i cherish our friendship more than anything else. I really love you a lot dear :'). Thanks for being my best friend... Thanks for protecting me.. Thanks for sharing your stories with me... Thanks for caring for me... Thanks for supporting me whatever things i do.. Thanks for giving me your hugs and kisses, Thanks for everything.. 

I will always always always remember what you said to me when i told you i have that disorder. "oh my god dear, why are you so stupid, why would i judge you?" Oh my god believe me but i'm tearing now after recalling what you've said again.

I will always always always remember the days we went out together, the days we go party together, the days you came to my house, the days you said "Go away dear, i hate you" but still came back to me with open arms, the days we cried together, the days we laughed till we almost died, the days we see each other in school, hug so tight and got judge by our friends, and also the days we care for each other (yup. Probably almost everyday when i'm with you).

Of course, together with Ky and Jy too. I love you guys more than anything else in the world.   
TRUST ME I REALLY LOVE YOU DEAR :'(((((
IF YOU SAY "GO AWAY SHINTA CHEN" AGAIN I WILL CRYYYYYY  T.T 
Once again, Happy birthday my dear KYH or Catherine Koh HAHAHAHA.
 LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUACKSSSSSS <33333333

Last but not least. TADA

 

If you guys never hear from me anymore, it means this girl has killed me :) 

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